THE HUNT

TO SURRENDER TO GOD WAS HUMOROUS IN A SENSE

I REMEMBER THE FIRST TIME SOMEONE TRIED TO EXPLAIN

I DIDN’T WANT TO UNDERSTAND

I COULDN’T SEE PAST MYSELF

I FELT NO MATTER WHAT, MY BILLS NEEDED TO BE PAID

DAY AFTER DAY

I MADE A CHOICE TO TAKE CONTROL OF MY WORLD

JUST DO EVERYTHING

FOR ME TO COUNT ON A MAN EVEN IF IT WAS IN SPIRITUAL FORM

WASNT AN OPTION

THE TRUTH WAS

I WASN’T IN CONTROL

I WAS BEING CONTROLLED

I WASN’T RENEWING MY MIND

I WAS CONFIRMING MY MIND TO THE WAYS OF THIS WORLD

I WAS DRINKING, MY OWN KOOLAID( ILLUSION)

BELIEVING MY OWN LIES

UNTIL………. I SIMPLY STOP FEEDING THE LIE

I SOUGHT TRUTH

I HUNTED TRUTH DOWN

LIKE IT OWED ME SOMETHING

AFTER THE TRUTH WAS FOUND

CAPTURED….. OWNED…… AND CLAIMED

I BROUGHT THE TRUTH BACK TO WHERE I LEFT THE LIE

AS SOON AS I ENTERED THE ROOM THE LIE HAD DISAPPEARED

OUT OF NOWHERE

CLARITY… PEACE…AND JOY APPEARED