MY MONSTER

I WASN’T PREPARED FOR WHAT I FOUND, THE DAY I CAME IN CONTACT WITH THE MONSTER. HE APPEARED TO BE EVERYTHING I HAVE EVER WANTED AND DESIRED. LITTLE THAT I KNEW HE WAS EVERYTHING BUT.

THIS MONSTER KNEW WHAT I WAS LOOKING FOR IN A MAN AND MASKED HIS SELF AS SUCH THAT. I GAVE HIM THE ROAD MAP ON WHEN, WHAT, HOW AND WHY, BY COMPLAINING ABOUT WHAT THE LAST MAN DIDN’T DO. HE DID EVERYTHING THAT MAN DIDN’T DO AND MORE.

HE MIRRORED MY EMPATHY TO A POINT I COULDN’T SEE WHAT WAS REAL OR FAKE. IT WAS SO AMAZING HOW HIS LOVE COULD TURN ON AND OFF LIKE A SWITCH.

IT TOOK ME SO LONG TO COME TO GRIPS WITH WHY HE WOULD ABANDON HIS OWN CHILDREN UNTIL I REALIZED THEY WERE NEVER HIS. I MEAN THEY WERE HIS BIO CHILDREN. I HAD TO LEARN THEY WEREN’T CREATED FOR HIM TO RAISE THEM.

GOD MAKES NO MISTAKE.

GOD KNEW FROM THE START WHO WAS MEANT TO FATHER THESE CHILDREN. WHO IS CAPABLE OF BEING A REAL MAN. THE KIND OF MAN THAT COULD SEE THE SITUATION FOR WHAT IT IS. TAKING FULL RESPONSIBILITY FOR CHILDREN HE DIDN’T CREATE.

ONE THING I HAVE LEARNED FROM MY ENCOUNTER WITH PURE EVIL, THEY ALWAYS FLEE WHEN THEY FEEL THE PRESENCE OF GOD.