AfterMath

I am completely emotionally drained.  

I feel like my heart has been ripped out of my chest, leaving no mainline to pump blood through my veins.  

I feel robbed, 

I could not think of one thing that could take its place. 

Now when you think of a robbery  

You would think the worst.  

Hands up!  

Facedown! 

Do not look up! 

Not this scene, Imagine this  

Being caught completely off guard 

Right when you take your wall down  

Brick by Brick 

Out of know where 

I felt the pull.  

A strong consistent pull 

Could this really be, the moment, the grand finale 

Oh lord, not right now, not the moment I take my guard down 

As I sit and allow myself to be sucked, drained, and mocked as if this was your pain 

I woke up  

I began to plan  

God show me the truth so I can see 

I refuse for you to take the little girl that hides inside of me  

As I make it back to my haven  

The comfort sets in  

The high came down  

My body finally hits the ground  

As The dust settles  

I gain back control  

That is when I realize  

I am not alone